Should i be mad at my boyfriend?

we live an hour apart but i live in the city where he resides. I visit him on my days off or when im on my way to work and when i get off from work. he lost his job a couple of mos ago and now he is getting back on his feet. when he wasnt working i would visit him and he wouldnt even get out the bed to greet me so i always just got up and left and i would be so hurt b/c i would drive over 100 miles roundtrip and he wouldnt even acknowledge me. the straw that broke the camels back was after i havent seen him in about a week i went by to see him and i was so excited about seeing my baby, i wanted to take him to breakfast. he said hi sweetheart and then went back to sleep. ia sked him to get up and he responded shhh.. you dont know how tired i am and went back to sleep. fyi, i work the graveyard shift and i always make time for him and i have been there for him through thick and thin when he was out of a job. he is very selfish and i cant take it anymore. i feel like im being used